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How has God been preparing me to do work for him?

I feel like when my grandmparents adopted me that was Gods plan for me to do work for him. I know my real mom and I see her but I think God had my grandparents adopt me for a reason.  I feel like when I grow up I will relize why God had then do it. I don’t know why my mother gave me up. Maybe because she didn’t love me or because she could not take care of me or just because she didn’t want me. I don’t know but I do know that having my grandparents adopt me was really a true blessing. I see my sister growing up and I relize, I could have been that way but God didn’t want that. He wanted me to know him and to relize how lucky I am to have such great grandparents who love me and care for me. Some days I wonder why my mom didn’t take me and try to raise me and other days i’m glad that she just gave me to my grandparents. When I see my mom and sister fight I wonde why God is doing that to them and I want it to stop but then I really think about it and I relize that it’s part of his plan. I think of it as God wanting them to to fight then they will relize that someday they won’t be there for each other and they will regret what they said.  I know my family loves me and my mom and dad( my grandparents) are greatful everyday that they got to adopt me and they got to start over with raising a child. I know I am not always greatful for what my parents do for me and do with me but I know for a fact that they love me and will never stop. Just like God. He loves us even when we do wrong.  I don’t know what Gods plan is for me but I know what ever it is that it will be good and it will come someday. Maybe it already came and I don’t remember or maybe he will have another plan for me.