I feel like God has prepared me in many different ways but one of them is something that happened about 2 weeks ago. I got the chance to go to the Philippines. It was the most amazing experience I’ve ever had. The kids…. they were beyond you could ever think of. So happy and grateful. The country is so pretty but it was hard to see where the people lived and what the kids go home to and live in in the summer. I feel like God has been preparing me for either mission work or to do something with kids around the world. When I got home from the Philippines it was hard telling people about what had happened there and what I had seen but I kept hearing the word Guatemala. At first I was thinking that it would be cool to go there for like a week or to but then I kept hearing it over and over. I feel like God is going to call me to Guatemala whatever that may mean. Like living there or working at an orphanage or planting an orphanage. I would love to work there or live there for a summer but I will just have to wait. I don’t know, I have to trust God which for me is really hard. I’ve struggled with that. But I know that god will work in my life in so many different ways and I will have to wait and see.  But God is going to do so much in my life and I can’t wait to see how he will change me and be broken in so many different ways.