Gods Preparation

God has been preparing me in one way that I see is going to Guatemala and seeing what life is like and taking care of the kids and loving them like God would do. I don’t know how this came because my family doesn’t do this. But I have just seen him with everyone adopting or the Philippians. My gift in this I think is loving kids and knowing that I am so blessed and I still want more. Just seeing there faces and how they are so joyful for what they have is amazing I love it even thought I haven’t gone to a place like that I want to and experiences that I can just see God changing me in that way. Like I said I have no experiences but I have heard that its fun and emotional to and life changing and I just think God is really wanting me to do that.